Thursday, April 26, 2007

What's happening to me?



I’ve been so lazy these past few weeks, my paper recycling is turning from a mole hill into a mountain. It used to be stacked neatly in file format against the counter touching the dishwasher. Now it looks like a mass of New Orleans. I’ve been so ill, I can’t seem to be consistant with eating. I’m way under 120 lbs. I’m wasting away and I am even now getting concerned.

Monday, April 02, 2007

Who are you?


I have Techniocolored visions that always include a presence, you, who, quite like the dreamer share delight in this dream. The way you leave me without the ability to walk is mind boggling. Your hands have never touched my soft flesh nor your lips caress mine. I haven't felt your body pressed against my breasts as you breathe in my ear in rhythmic dizziness, lying under you in a position of surrender, feeling my own abiding strength and limitless power as the pleasure builds in my belly and through my thighs. I can keep a fantasy for myself however every time I see you, my mind pulls upon it and it’s not something that I can control. My knees tingle and I give in to hot flashes. I have to walk away from my conscience or else I will faint. Particles of strength gather in me like steel shavings drawn to a spacious magnetic center, forming a tight cluster that nothing, it seems can break as I calm myself. You are intoxicating.